I…

Im scared of losing all grasp of reality to a preferred fantasy misinterpreted from other’s actions.

I’m scared of falling deeper into an empty hole.

I think I’ve already destroyed what used to be beyond salvation.

I don’t want to be left behind, alone…

I’m scared of rejection
I’m scared of never being good enough…

I really need snuggles

As a result I plan to get very intoxicated tomorrow…

 

 

 

P.S. I have done being depressing as it does not sit with my new found single, fun-loving status. All smiles, real or not, “Tears won’t fall from my eyes””

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