Im scared of losing all grasp of reality to a preferred fantasy misinterpreted from other’s actions.
I’m scared of falling deeper into an empty hole.
I think I’ve already destroyed what used to be beyond salvation.
I don’t want to be left behind, alone…
I’m scared of rejection
I’m scared of never being good enough…
… I really need snuggles
As a result I plan to get very intoxicated tomorrow…
P.S. I have done being depressing as it does not sit with my new found single, fun-loving status. All smiles, real or not, “Tears won’t fall from my eyes””
Smudgelove 