#FuckYou

Why do I look on his Twitter, the Twitter account I deliberately unfollowed to prevent this unbearable self-hatred?
Baby scan really? Fucking baby scan!!!
Stabbing myself in the eyes with pins would be a more desirable pass time than seeing a hashtag followed by that word!
I don’t even know why I do this to myself anymore so fuck knows why he does! But I physically can’t, I don’t want to… So it’s got to stop, and I have to enforce that 
#heartbreak
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